So it looks like I’m gonna be using this site to just vent and and rant. the Parentals have really been acting like bitches and assholes for the past week.
Tell me something people…does being a 20 something year old mean spending all your time with your parents, doing exactly what they tell you to do, spending your bday with them, & not questioning anything they say? Cuz that’s exactly what they expect.
Today’s my bday & after saying something that isn’t even that much of a big deal, they throw a temper tantrum & take it out on me. Not only that, when I tell them that I don’t want to do something, they start saying that I’m selfish, self-centered and that if people saw what I call “my flaws” no one would like me and then they throw in that until I start acting the way they want me to that God will never let me find someone to love me and that no one will love me.
WHAT THE F**K??????!!!!!!
Oh & this past week when my mom was throwing a tantrum she threatened to hit me with a stick just cuz I was not letting her bully me.
This whole week should have been fun for me, today should have been fun for me, but instead, my bday is shot, & I’m not looking forward to being 28. Honestly, as long as I’m still living with my parents, I’m dreading being an adult.
I hate my parents, & I wish I could move out and disconnect from them. With the way they treat me, I’m never gonna respect them until they start treating me right. If I go to hell for that, then so be it.
I just really hope, tonite’s bday plans don’t get ruined even more. Again, I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!